angelicawahlin
angelchanelle
Wake me up before you go, go. Don't leave me hangin' on like a jojo.
Nu har två dagar/kvällar/nätter/dygn spenderats vid sidan av Julia. Vi hade det fett mys & Maria var sjukt chill (som vanligt). Jag orkar inte berätta allt vi gjorde, men eh aa ... Kul hade vi, & dessutom slapp vi gå enda till Salabacke själva i mörkret. Niiiice ;)




BiLDBOMB - Klicka på bilderna så blir dom större.
Packa upp. Packa ner.
Igår sov jag ju hos Esther. Klockan elva på morgonen lämnade jag en halvsovande Esther för att börja vandra mot Salabackar till Maria H. Efter det åkte jag hem en snabbis för att fräscha upp mig & sen blev det EUK igen där man träffade älsklingsb - vännen Jonna ! ♥ Det tog mig hela kvällen att lista ut vad resten av människorna jag var med hette, haha.

Så eftersom att jag kom hem så sent igårkväll håller jag nu på att packa upp väskan & när jag är klar med det det ska jag packa om den, för i natt ska jag sova hos Maria med Julia. Det kommer bli superkul, minns fortfarande förra året. 15.22 går min buss som jag ska ta in till EUK så jag borde nog snabba på nu. Pussen.







Jag & Julia genom året. Love, love, love till dig gumman ! ♥
Don't let'em say you ain't beautiful.



Lately I've been hard to reach. I've been too long on my own. Everybody has a private world where they can be alone. Are you calling me ? Are you trying to get through ? Are you reaching out for me ? I'm reaching out for you. I'm just so fuckin' depressed, I just can seem to get out this slump. If I could just get over this hump. But I need something to pull me out this dump. I took my bruises, took my lumps, fell down and I got right back up but I need that spark to get psyched back up, in order for me to pick the mic back up. I don't know how or why or when I ended up in this position I'm in. I'm starting to feel distant again, so I decided just to pick this pen. Up and try to make an attempt to vent. But I just can't admit or come to grips, with the fact that I may be done with rap. I need a new outlet I know some shits so hard to swallow and I just can't sit back and wallow in my own sorrow but I know one fact I'll be one tough act to follow. One tough act to follow. I'll be one tough act to follow. Here today, gone tomorrow. But you have to walk a thousand miles.

In my shoes, just to see what it's like, to be me. I'll be you, let's trade shoes just to see what it'd be like to. Feel your pain, you feel mine, go inside each other's mind just to see what we find, look at shit through each other's eyes. But don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful. They can all get fucked. Just stay true to you soul. Don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful. Oh they can all get fucked. Just stay true to you.

I think I'm starting to lose my sense of humor. Everything is so tense and gloom. I almost feel like I gotta check the temperature in the room. Just as soon as I walk in, it's like all eyes on me, so I try to avoid any eye contact 'cause if I do that then it opens a door for conversation - like I want that ... I'm not looking for extra attention. I just want to be just like you. Blend in with the rest of the room. Maybe just point me to the closest restroom, I don't need no fucking man servant. Trying to follow me around, and wipe my ass. Laugh at every single joke I crack, and half of them ain't even funny like; " Haha, Marshall, you're so funny man, you should be a comedian, god damn ! " Unfortunately I am, but I just hide behind the tears of a clown. So why don't you all sit down, listen to the tale I'm about to tell. Hell, we don't gotta trade our shoes and you ain't gotta walk no thousand miles.

In my shoes, just to see what it's like, to be me. I'll be you, let's trade shoes just to see what it'd be like to. Feel your pain, you feel mine, go inside each other's mind just to see what we find, look at shit through each other's eyes. But don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful. They can all get fucked. Just stay true to you soul. Don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful. Oh they can all get fucked. Just stay true to you.

Nobody asked for life to deal us with these bullshit hands we're dealt. We have to take these cards ourselves and flip them, don't expect no help. Now I could have either just sat on my ass and pissed and moaned or take this situation in which I'm placed in and get up and get my own. I was never the type of kid to wait by the door and pack his bags, who sat on the porch and hoped and prayed for a dad to show up who never did. I just wanted to fit in at every single place, every school I went I dreamed of being that cool kid even if it meant acting stupid.

Aunt Edna always told me keep makin' that face, it'll get stuck like that meanwhile I'm just standin' there, holdin' my tounge tryna talk like this, 'till I stuck my tounge on that frozen stop sign poll at 8 years old I learned my lesson then cause I wasn't tryna impress my friends no mo'. But I already told you my whole life story, not just based on my description 'cause where you see it from where you're sitting is probably 110% different. I guess we would have to walk a mile in each other's shoes, at least. What size you where? I wear tens. Let's see if you can fit your feet.

In my shoes, just to see what it's like, to be me. I'll be you, let's trade shoes just to see what it'd be like to. Feel your pain, you feel mine, go inside each other's mind just to see what we find, look at shit through each other's eyes. But don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful. They can all get fucked. Just stay true to you soul. Don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful. Oh they can all get fucked. Just stay true to you.

Lately I've been hard to reach. I've been too long on my own. Everybody has a private world where they can be alone. Are you calling me ? Are you trying to get through ? Are you reaching out for me ? I'm reaching out for you, so oh oh.

Yeah... To my babies; stay strong. Daddy will be home soon. And to the rest of the world; god gave you the shoes that fit you, so put 'em on and wear 'em and be yourself man, be proud of who you are. Even if it sounds corny, don't ever let no one tell you, you ain't beautiful !